Gripe

Its the right girl with the right swing.
How do we 'not so thin' ie 'plump' ie 'fat' women sit with thier legs crossed on a straight high backed chair without your legs hurting? How come they dont shuffle thier legs as much as I do? How thier legs are closer together than mine when i walk. How come I get a shoe bite if I wear boots and they dont?
How come they bring healthy food in thier zip lock plastic bags? How can they afford starbucks everday? Why do they waste thier time waiting in a starbucks line when they can get thier coffee hotter and cheaper next door? Customer loyalty?

How come they can afford pedi and mani-cures? How come some people are so happy in a country where I cant afford a thing!
GAP is the solution, but what would they say if they heard me say that I cant afford that either?
How come I stay home just so I can spend no money on a movie ticket or something else and try to 'experience' the life. I hate not having enough money. It sucks.

I hate thinking who and how I will pay my next semester fees. I hate watching people come back after shopping with goodies that I cant buy, I dont want to spend on.
I watch youtube. Its free you see.